I’m not sure why I decided to pick this blog back up during the middle of the Race. Something just started stirring inside of me, something that was clawing to get out, and it was a freedom that in some ways my World Race blog suppressed. I know that I’ve operated two blogs before and I seem to do better that way. And while I tend to throw similar content back and forth between the two, I have absolute freedom here. I know only close friends and family read this blog and for the time being, I’m going to keep it that way.
My blog traffic usually tends to be about 50-100 hits on each post throughout time. I’ve had around 300-some before, but here, it’s much more subtle. I usually get around five. And I’m okay with that. I just want to express myself again and to be completely unfettered to do so.
I desire such rawness in baring my soul.
So by reading this, you get an inside peek that no one else is at the liberty to. However, I’m not going to advertise or spread the word, personally. If you desire to do so – more power to you. I’ve had a glimpse of what could happen after I return to the States at the end of November. Writing could, perhaps, become an even more common occurrence though I feel completed unqualified in thought and word. My writing’s gone downhill in a rapidly, increasingly, and spiraling fashion.
Hopefully I can blow the dust of my imagination, my thoughts, and God will breathe life back into something I loved.
